ちんぷんかんぷん.
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Monday, August 18, 2008
Posted at 10:44 PM
I'm feeling like a dry piece of wood now. After the 'run' yesterday. And Yano's having the last laugh now, I guess. Who told us to laugh at her about her stretching routine? Sigh. I shall join her the next time.* * * I'm having a certain hunch about certain things. I have a strong feeling that what I'm guessing; about this issue might actually be true. And I hate it. Cos the last time I had this exact feeling/intuition, it was spot-on. The truth of the matter was just like I had suspected. And that last time killed me. I do not wish for history to repeat itself. I am sure I wouldn't be able to take it well. Cos this time around, it's closer to my heart. Much, much closer than that piece of history ever was. So what do I do now?... I'll just hope that for once, please, my intuition is wrong. And I'm imagining all this. But even as I'm saying this, I'm doubting it. Argh. So then again, if my gut instinct about this happens to be true... and the matter comes to light finally... I'll be happy. I'll laugh and smile as I always do. Cos I have already seen it coming. There'll be no one or thing that I can put the blame on but myself. |