Monday, September 15, 2008
Posted at 10:15 PM
Today, I asked God to help mend my frazzled mind; and perhaps my heart too.
So I asked Him if he could give me a sign.

If I do not receive the sign, I will take it that all these while, I have been dreaming. And it's not real. And with that, I should start giving up and not fall harder later.
If I do receive the sign, I will be happy.

All day long, I waited.
There wasn't any sign.
So I told myself to forget this whole matter, forget the reason why I'm feeling disoriented.

But then, a tiny sign came.
I couldn't deny it.
Neither could it pass off as a sure, definite sign.

So now, I'm still a confused girl.
Maybe God's telling me to not give up. Yet.
Cos at least, that tiny sign crept into my night.