Thursday, October 2, 2008
Posted at 2:55 AM
When I don't get caught up in my own emotions, divert all attention to the emotions of loved ones and revel in their relief, happiness and ease of heart and mind, it feels so darn good.

So much so that I don't momentarily seem to understand what sorrow and sadness mean.
Feeling glad and happy for loved ones beats even feeling happy for myself. And I actually really mean this.

I'm amazed. So much for not wanting to feel anymore... But then again, if feeling means more of this and less of that, I'd feel anytime. Probably all the time. :)