Saturday, November 22, 2008
Posted at 11:15 PM
Feels like you slept but in actual fact you did not, really.

Player plugs in ear.
Heart races when songs with any glint of hopeful faith and dreams come on.
Frantically, breathlessly skip song.
What you feel is fear.
Drift off. Wake up.
Catch breath.
Drift off. Wake up.
Skip song.
More irrational fear. Of the darkness, the unknown, the human heart, the human mind, monsters and people.
Time check: 5AM.
Struggle to breathe.

Feels like you slept but in actual fact you did not, really.