i expressed my wish to bid a final goodbye.

now i am waiting for that final goodbye.

i hate waiting like this.

i have been feeling so goddamn emo.

like a fucking hormonal teenager.

complete with a break-out on my face. Eurgh.

this totally sucks.

and please don't blame me if i can't be happy for you and you and you out there.

let me be bitter.

i think i deserve to be bitter because frankly, it never quite hurt like this before.

fml.